Y do i feel so lost and so left out at times..sometimes i dun even feel like i i should be there. maybe i was supposed to be somewhere else. sometimes people dun even respond to me. is sumthing lyk wrong wif me or wat. my identity is changing. i noe it is. im not hu i am suppose to be. i dun even wanna be hu im not suppose to be. but can i help? i dunno wat has got over me this days. i dun even care abt my tests. i juz do my best and i forget abt them. this isn't me at all..wat am i supposed to do? im lost..totally lost.

ok fine..enough of that. so yesterdae had parade. it was fun. real fun. i just love all our ncos as in like the whole of crater. and yesterdae had to jog for 20 mins. the whole of the jogging session was fun..never did we have that kind of jogging session before. pt rawks!!! tanisha made me so enthusiastic coz she spreads her liveliness to me. woohoo!!!our drills wasn't tt good though.. campcraft was okay..so sad we didn't get to hoist the flag. as syikin said 'so near yet so far'. but our flagpole erection was the most stable. yay! shazreen did the hiphop dance catwalk and everyone was lyk soo shocked even the sec 4 ma'ams. didn't noe where she got the courage to do that but haha. always expect the unexpected!

last wednesday. went to the tuition centre again. sarah is soo cheerful and real nice but i pity her coz evrytime i go there i stink. well at least i think i do. hope she do well for her novelty race for her sports' day..haha..

then todae went to school again wif my mum for the balloon sculpturing workshop. it was great. i enjoyed myself and got to play wif the balloons. now i noe how to make some shapes with the balloon..im proud of myself coz i learnt a new skill. cheers to me!!!

hmm..i guess that's all lar. carn spent to much time coz tmr got test and im gonna get my muis exam results. feeling abit excited. wish me all the best ppl!! ~toodles!~

_happiness doesn't come easy. it comes through hard work._

hi ppl..dunno y suddenly i feel so reluctant to type out my post..but nvm. i shall do it for the sake of my readers. hehe

yeah..then todae we had parade..quite good in a sense that we did not get scolded but then we can hurry when we change our clothes inside the toilet. the drills also quite hard to learn coz the baton is always moving here and there. pt was the most fun..i nearly gave up doin superman and jogging..so tiring. but the determination in me kept me moving..yeah!

then so far this wk no test..cikgu mahani got postpone malay test and it's so frustrating coz i learnt all the perbahasa in the list for nothing.

then got a lot of hmwk oso. like when will the day of not having a hmwk come..it seems lyk eternity..i achieved sth yesterdae..although i slept for onli 5 hrs, i mangaed to keep awake for all the lessons in class...woohoo..

haiz..brian and greg got eliminated in the amazing race..so sad..i support them all the way lor..but nvmlar...life must go on..

thanx mrs lee for both the dustpan and the broom. we will definitely make good use of it. and ppl lyk some ppl..plsplspls bring class fund money..dun make me beg u..have some pity on me..

i think tt's all i wanna say...~toodles!~

Has/Lina/Nina
Bioengineering, NUS

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