i forgot to say in my previous post. i salute MM Lee! because what he says always makes sense and no one is able to think so globally the way he does :)
gc told me that she's officially stressed. i think i am too :( yesterday, i fought with my younger sister over a hairband! haha. and this morning, i cleaned the stove buttons which my mum told me not to since we're going to use a new one anyway. oh wells before: after: quite clean eh? but there were still stubborn stains ah. those even-in-a-million-years-won't-come-out kind. i had horrible cramps which made me rather weak. and with chem making my brain saturated. i don't think i'm the only one having a freak moment though. haiz. i don't feel prepared for a levels AT ALL. watching my sister's keeper with siblings this sat. but i think i'll feel guilty throughout the whole movie. k this is just a ranting post.
my ex-neighbours gave my elder sister like five huge boxes of medicine textbooks and notes. which included skeleton body parts! i didn't dare look at the skull la cause it alr look quite scary from the side. my elder sister was explaining to me where all the bones belong to and of course, i act interested la. haha :P here's a picture of some of them. my elder sister makes the blackest brownies but also the awesome-mest! my dad calls me a gypsie cause i keep changing study places. from my study desk to the sofa to the computer table or sometimes the dining table. don't know why ah but i need fresh air. cannot stick to studying at one place.
and my younger sister keeps irritating me with her cmi korean dance moves. esp those by wondergirls and suju.
to baohui and nikita: thanks for talking to me after such a long time! i miss you guys sey :)
not looking forward to my birthday this time. cause it signals: ONLY A WEEK LEFT TO A LEVELS. :( my sleeping partner.
my motto for today: TOWARDS A DUST-FREE HOUSE! me and my elder sister cleaned the house today. i don't know how we survived the past week with all that dust in the house la. haha. but it's kind of cool cause i learnt how to do housework more effectively with tips from my mum and dad.
yesterday was pretty fun as well. charcoal chicken for lunch! and badminton with elder sister in the evening. she probably spit out another 1000 and one body parts at me again.
oh ya that day my dad was telling me "I dreamt that i took a levels and i got 6As!" and i was like "WHAT?! okay dad, now you can take a levels for me." so apparently, the a levels fever has gotten to him. it's the father-daughter bond man. awwwww
my younger sister called me and told me not to call her. like -________- i wasn't even intending to la! and my parents are acting weird! haha. yesterday i had to remind my mum that i was turning 18 REALLY SOON cause she asked me whether i would be okay staying at home alone with my grandfather. and my dad asked me why i had kept my phone to silent mode. apparently he wanted to know when someone messages me so that he can read them.
since i'm turning 18, i thought about my life and realised that i was brought up quite a pampered kid. i didn't have to do housework(not even ironing of my school uniform which i know a lot of my friends do). i never had to go school alone all the way until i was sec 4. and unlike my elder sister, i didn't have to find the answers to questions i wasn't sure of doing since i could just ask her. i'm still rather dependent on others but luckily there have been circumstances forcing me to be independent.
now that my maid has gone home temporarily, i've had to do some housework and it's tiring. but more fun than studying anyway :)
i think there's a lizard family in my house. cause seriously, i've been seeing quite a lot recently. or maybe it's the same one. ok, my sisters just screamed their lungs out over seeing a lizard. haha.
anw, my elder sister asked me whether we would be a different person if our names were changed. it's beyond my imagination actually. but something tells me that no matter what name i get, i'll still be the person i am. fortunately or unfortunately.
went to open houses on saturday! filzaaaaahhhh! i was so happy to see her again k :)
and of course, fatmah too :))
cikgu's baby! but i wasn't even half as excited as safa was la. haha
and somebody help me cause i'm like addicted to watching britain's got talent on youtube! but it's really awesome awesome talent they've got there, and entertaining too :) stravos flatly, hollie steel, julian smith (my personal favourite), aiden davis etc etc. i love all of their acts! wheeeeee
I think we may safely trust a good deal more than we do. --Henry David Thoreau(or rather, i do)
throughout my life, i've met many people who then became the awesome-mest of friends :) be it primary school, cedar, njc, camps, etc. i've been blessed with friends who never forget me no matter how long we haven't been in touch with each other. friends who are willing to wait for me no matter how long i take to pack my bag. friends who were there when i needed someone to talk to. friends who do crazy things with me and ensure that i remain sane despite all the stress. friends who accept me for who i am and of course, friends who are willing to go the extra mile for me, like waiting long hours after school just so i don't go home at night alone. i feel really touched by them. alhamdulillah
not to forget, my family are my friends too. well, maybe more :)
on a side note, this 11-year old guy just amazed me with his dancing. fantabulous!
there's so many things to study, so little time. ahhh
But I ain't about To trade happiness for a Jag So stop smilin' with your ragtop down Cause for a fact I don't care about your money Or how slick your car 'Cause no matter how rich and big you are It's still Allahuakbar...
Dear God You made it possible When facing obstacles Please let me do good Before I pass on
my elder sister is turning too intellectual. she's started spitting out human body parts at me each time she tries to scold me. like "stop hitting my deltoid!" or "i shove my glutius maximus in your face then you know ah!" -______- the medicine school must have done their job well then. haha
friday was the last day of school. stayed till 8 plus pm with sofia and safa. it was super peaceful cause the school was........totally empty. overall, i did have fun in nj :) chit-chatting with friends, making jokes in class, crapping with the teacher, PE, playing my kulintang etc etc. i've learnt to not think about unnecessary stuff or harp onto sth for long since time is certainly not on my side when i'm in jc. it does pay to be optimistic i realised. my relationship with my dad is a lot better since i sms him almost everyday to complain about anything. aiyah, got a lot la but can't really express it properly. to everyone who has made my nj life worthwhile, thank you :D
and to all my friends who are taking examinations too, all the best!
just as i was about to burst into tears in the library, which would have been super embarrassing, my dad smsed me sth which made me laugh quietly. thanks dad so very much.
i've never actually listened to whitney houston even though she's been dubbed one of the greatest singers of all time :) and today when i did, she is definitely the greatest singer i've ever heard my entire life. wah seriously, her voice power to the max! her songs i have nothing and i will always love you are often sung by other singers but none comes close k.
alhamdulillah, i finally achieved a real pass for chem this time round! i was pretty overjoyed la.
i found out sth interesting today! when we eat a heavy meal, blood is diverted to the digestive tract and away from the brain. this makes us feel sluggish and sleepy. oh and my elder sis went on to explain that this is because without blood, less oxygen enters the brain. apparently, that's the reason why we yawn as well. so that more oxygen enters the brain to awaken it. cool eh?
i feel thankful that i was brought up in this environment and in this family :)
We have, as human beings, a storytelling problem. We're a bit too quick to come up with explanations for things we don't really have an explanation for.
i wanna sit under that tree someday.
filzaaaaahhhh! i was so happy to see her again k :)
and of course, fatmah too :))
cikgu's baby! but i wasn't even half as excited as safa was la. haha
